No--I mean I might back at Brakebills, but this-- [ A vague flap of his hands before he's curling into himself again, picking up his bag. ] --uh, it's fine.
[ He's not sure if anything he says isn't just going to be tripping on himself more than usual. He's got a real good habit of making things worse at the moment. ]
[ It’s not fine. Actually, it’s especially never fine whenever Quentin actually says something is fine. That’s like believing a drug addict means it when he says it’s the last time. Taking a deep breath and sighing, Eliot realizes that, once again, he needs to be the bigger man in this.
He turns on his heel to face Quentin again and holds out his hand. ]
Quentin. Come here. [ Soft and gentle. He’s had to use this voice plenty of times in bed, but it’s definitely situations like this that taught him how to use it to begin with. ]
[ Quentin sighs, though there's no annoyance to it, just complete and utter deflation.
He can't say no to Eliot. He doesn't think he ever can--so, bag slung over his shoulder, he obeys and moves towards him, looking up and almost cowed. ]
[ It’s automatic, pulling Quentin into a hug, making sure he’s snug, neatly tucked under Eliot’s chin. When Quentin’s settled (voluntarily or not), Eliot sighs again, relief, as he presses a kiss to Quentin’s forehead. ]
Stop overthinking things, Q. You’ll only hurt yourself.
[ It's weird that he fits so well. He's always been conscious of his height--or lack of, as it were--but he fits just perfect under the other's chin. It's strangely comforting, and he all but sinks into the hug, carefully bringing hands up to reciprocate. ]
I can't turn my mind off.
[ He doesn't think any of them can, he hardly thinks he's the only one. He does hug justa little tighter, though. ]
[ His hand find’s Quentin’s hair and gently combs through it. It’s the slightest bit greasy in the way that Eliot knows Quentin really hasn’t paid any attention to himself in the last few days, and he sighs once more, this time with concern. ]
You can’t only use work as a distraction. Think of something else.
[ And preferably not of the substance abuse category, but Eliot loves drinking and drugs so he would definitely be the biggest hypocrite if he said that out loud.
...though he’s still a hypocrite probably for thinking Quentin shouldn’t. ]
What makes you happy?
And don’t say it's nothing. There’s always something. I’ve seen you smile. You aren’t without joy.
[ Eliot's company. That's a big one--Eliot's parties. He's never really a fan of big crowds but he thinks parties are okay, but Eliot's are actually fun. Eliot in general. The big one, though, that's easy. ]
Fillory.
[ Weird, how that's been tainted now, too. Now that he knows about Plover--and, hell, Quentin had worshipped the guy. He had no idea what a piece of shit he was. He's still leaning on Eliot as he shakes the bag at his side. ]
[ Quentin looks up at Eliot, craning his head back slightly, and when he looks at Eliot's face he winds up smiling. It's small but there, the corners of his lips lifting.
God, he's tired. ]
Yeah. I'm in Fillory.
[ And that's pretty fucking cool, all things considered. Even if there's the inevitable threat of doom looming over them. It's already struck, but it's still there, ever present. ]
And a King. I mean, I allready had a whole walking tour mapped out. Julia and I used to spend hours with a map planning it.
Mm. Sometimes I forget exactly how nerdy you are, but for whatever reason, it only seems to endear you more to me.
[ It’s said mostly to himself, but. It’s also a compliment. In that Eliot sort of way, anyway. ]
Maybe you can take me tomorrow. If you’ve time.
[ Everything flows differently here. A month could be a day, an hour, or even a second on Earth. It’s not set in stone, as he’s learned from Margo’s visits. Maybe The Beast is coming soon on Earth, but for Eliot, it could be years. Years where he might not see Quentin again. ]
But I really think you should sleep if you’re not going to drink with me. I doubt they’d like for me to send you back as one of the living dead.
[ Just being in Eliot's presence is strangely calming like this--Eliot's usually a shit stirrer, an agent of chaos, but now it's a little different. Eliot cares.
Quentin has never been more grateful, and he sighs, pressing his forehead into his friends' shoulder. ]
Yeah. Sleep--sleep sounds really good, actually.
[ Weird, he never noticed that Eliot's aftershave smells as nice as it does, even though the alcohol on his own breath is just a little overpowering right now.
damn. Captain morgan in bed sounds really good right now. ]
That sounds amazing. [ And he means it, too, leaning in just a little bit longer into Eliot's arms before leaning back and picking up a few of the bottles.
Damn, he did alright when he blindly grabbed shit to shove in his messenger bag. He tucks them in again, the soft clanking oddly soothing as glass gently bumps into glass as he packs a few up, and his gaze lingers on the goblets before deciding against it.
High King Eliot is going to have to drink Bombay Sapphire straight from the bottle like the rest of the peasants below him. Though, come to think of it, he swore he saw Eliot drinking straight from the bottle at a party a few times. Or maybe he was just drunk?
Once Quentin smooths down the flap he's suddenly aware of how heavy his feet feel, but he winds up moving back towards Eliot a little sluggishly. Yeah. A drink and then lights out really wouldn't hurt.
They reach the bedroom and Quentin feels both at ease and odd with the fact that he's in royal chambers of any sort. It's ridiculous, since he's a King himself, but it's probably just because he associates Fillory with Eliot now. He sets the bag down on Eliot's bed with a clink sound, sitting down next to it and fishing out a bottle of tequila. ]
[ He takes a deep breath and sighs as he sits down beside Quentin and lays back, arms wide. ]
The joys of being royalty. Sometimes you have to run errands. Other times you have to let other people do them for you because it might offend the wrong magical sort.
[ Then he hums. ]
It’s supposed to be a week, at most, but you never know when the weather will suddenly disagree with your mode of travel here.
I really need someone to figure out how the hell to make a car.
[ Quentin snorts at that, shoving his hair out of his face before motioning for the other to help himself to the bag, opening the bottle of tequila for himself and taking a healthy swig. He doesn't even wince, used to at least feeling a little numb.
Not as much as Eliot. That one-off comment about liver damage he made ages ago is probably true--he still might drink and party his way into an early grave, even as High King.
Hopefully not without Quentin. ]
Maybe stick to champagne for now, get that right first.
[ It's a teasing smile as he hands the bottle over to the taller man, a silent invitation to take a sip if he hasn't picked his own poison. ]
[ Eliot giggles as he rolls to his side and sloths his way party upright by grasping onto Quentin’s shoulder so he can reach the bottle. ]
To their credit, each vintage is reasonably more palatable than the last. [ He takes a swig, pauses to breathe, and takes another two before offering the bottle gently back. ]
That’s still better than anything I could have tried on my own.
You'll get it eventually. [ It's a gentle word of encouragement, complete with a half-crooked smile as he accepts the bottle and takes another swig. He's dangerously close to just leaning back and letting sleep take him--it's the feather beds here, nothing like the ones at Brakebills. There's also the entity that is Eliot Waugh slowly encompassing his personal space again that he really rather missed. ]
Champagne first. Then car. Then--hell, you can probably invent an airplane here if you're not worried about birds getting upset.
[ Oh--okay--well, Quentin's at least sort of used to that, and he does look down, put the bottle in Eliot's hands so he can hold it, and carefully pries off the crown so it won't continuously jab him in the leg. ]
Still gotta ask the birds.
[ But he's already grabbing the bottle, starting to feel just a little more pleasantly numb, the room not quite softly spinning yet, but getting a little close. He puts eliot's crown on his other knee. ]
[ While Quentin busies himself, he’s lifting his head just the slightest amount to help but mostly so he can take another drink before Q wants the bottle back. After the crown’s come to rest on the opposite knee, Eliot hums. ]
Too many talking birds. I can only imagine it’ll go as well as that scene in Finding Nemo.
[ It's Quentin's turn to laugh again, even if it's just for a few seconds--mostly because Eliot's laugh is completely and utterly infectious. Even on days where he's dead tired and his emotions aren't quite lining up. He shrugs, leaning back before leaning too far back and flopping over, staring at the ceiling, bottle in his hand, almost cradling it. ]
They've got a monarchy, so...
[ Guess who missed the point of the joke? This nerd. ]
Well--actually, it's more of a matriarchal society, so it's probably best if Margo goes?
[ He's completely serious, looking down at Eliot before taking another swig of the tequila. It's that smooth burn he's come to actually like instead of just force down his throat until he gets the confidence to talk to other people at a party. He also completely doesn't realize El is being sarcastic. ]
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[ He's not sure if anything he says isn't just going to be tripping on himself more than usual. He's got a real good habit of making things worse at the moment. ]
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He turns on his heel to face Quentin again and holds out his hand. ]
Quentin. Come here. [ Soft and gentle. He’s had to use this voice plenty of times in bed, but it’s definitely situations like this that taught him how to use it to begin with. ]
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He can't say no to Eliot. He doesn't think he ever can--so, bag slung over his shoulder, he obeys and moves towards him, looking up and almost cowed. ]
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Stop overthinking things, Q. You’ll only hurt yourself.
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I can't turn my mind off.
[ He doesn't think any of them can, he hardly thinks he's the only one. He does hug justa little tighter, though. ]
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[ His hand find’s Quentin’s hair and gently combs through it. It’s the slightest bit greasy in the way that Eliot knows Quentin really hasn’t paid any attention to himself in the last few days, and he sighs once more, this time with concern. ]
You can’t only use work as a distraction. Think of something else.
[ And preferably not of the substance abuse category, but Eliot loves drinking and drugs so he would definitely be the biggest hypocrite if he said that out loud.
...though he’s still a hypocrite probably for thinking Quentin shouldn’t. ]
What makes you happy?
And don’t say it's nothing. There’s always something. I’ve seen you smile. You aren’t without joy.
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Fillory.
[ Weird, how that's been tainted now, too. Now that he knows about Plover--and, hell, Quentin had worshipped the guy. He had no idea what a piece of shit he was. He's still leaning on Eliot as he shakes the bag at his side. ]
Always got a copy with me.
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[ There’s a pause as his hand drops down to Quentin’s neck. ]
What do you want to do? What have you always wanted to do? If you could come here.
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God, he's tired. ]
Yeah. I'm in Fillory.
[ And that's pretty fucking cool, all things considered. Even if there's the inevitable threat of doom looming over them. It's already struck, but it's still there, ever present. ]
And a King. I mean, I allready had a whole walking tour mapped out. Julia and I used to spend hours with a map planning it.
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[ It’s said mostly to himself, but. It’s also a compliment. In that Eliot sort of way, anyway. ]
Maybe you can take me tomorrow. If you’ve time.
[ Everything flows differently here. A month could be a day, an hour, or even a second on Earth. It’s not set in stone, as he’s learned from Margo’s visits. Maybe The Beast is coming soon on Earth, but for Eliot, it could be years. Years where he might not see Quentin again. ]
But I really think you should sleep if you’re not going to drink with me. I doubt they’d like for me to send you back as one of the living dead.
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Quentin has never been more grateful, and he sighs, pressing his forehead into his friends' shoulder. ]
Yeah. Sleep--sleep sounds really good, actually.
[ Weird, he never noticed that Eliot's aftershave smells as nice as it does, even though the alcohol on his own breath is just a little overpowering right now.
damn. Captain morgan in bed sounds really good right now. ]
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As if sensing Q’s thoughts, he smiles faintly and replies: ]
We could bring a few bottles too. If you want. It’s not like they’ll get much use here otherwise.
[ ‘We’ meaning Eliot’s clearly assuming they’re crashing together like the often did on the couch. ]
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Damn, he did alright when he blindly grabbed shit to shove in his messenger bag. He tucks them in again, the soft clanking oddly soothing as glass gently bumps into glass as he packs a few up, and his gaze lingers on the goblets before deciding against it.
High King Eliot is going to have to drink Bombay Sapphire straight from the bottle like the rest of the peasants below him. Though, come to think of it, he swore he saw Eliot drinking straight from the bottle at a party a few times. Or maybe he was just drunk?
Once Quentin smooths down the flap he's suddenly aware of how heavy his feet feel, but he winds up moving back towards Eliot a little sluggishly. Yeah. A drink and then lights out really wouldn't hurt.
They reach the bedroom and Quentin feels both at ease and odd with the fact that he's in royal chambers of any sort. It's ridiculous, since he's a King himself, but it's probably just because he associates Fillory with Eliot now. He sets the bag down on Eliot's bed with a clink sound, sitting down next to it and fishing out a bottle of tequila. ]
No Fen?
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The joys of being royalty. Sometimes you have to run errands. Other times you have to let other people do them for you because it might offend the wrong magical sort.
[ Then he hums. ]
It’s supposed to be a week, at most, but you never know when the weather will suddenly disagree with your mode of travel here.
I really need someone to figure out how the hell to make a car.
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Not as much as Eliot. That one-off comment about liver damage he made ages ago is probably true--he still might drink and party his way into an early grave, even as High King.
Hopefully not without Quentin. ]
Maybe stick to champagne for now, get that right first.
[ It's a teasing smile as he hands the bottle over to the taller man, a silent invitation to take a sip if he hasn't picked his own poison. ]
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To their credit, each vintage is reasonably more palatable than the last. [ He takes a swig, pauses to breathe, and takes another two before offering the bottle gently back. ]
That’s still better than anything I could have tried on my own.
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Champagne first. Then car. Then--hell, you can probably invent an airplane here if you're not worried about birds getting upset.
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What if magic cars could just fly, though?
Won’t need planes for that.
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Still gotta ask the birds.
[ But he's already grabbing the bottle, starting to feel just a little more pleasantly numb, the room not quite softly spinning yet, but getting a little close. He puts eliot's crown on his other knee. ]
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Too many talking birds. I can only imagine it’ll go as well as that scene in Finding Nemo.
[ Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine—
He chuckles to himself as he remembers it. ]
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They've got a monarchy, so...
[ Guess who missed the point of the joke? This nerd. ]
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Are you asking me to win the favor of their court? I’m not sure I’d be the best person to do that. I didn’t even know they had a court.
Maybe I should send you instead, and then you can tell them all about what a wonderful example of humanity I am.
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[ He's completely serious, looking down at Eliot before taking another swig of the tequila. It's that smooth burn he's come to actually like instead of just force down his throat until he gets the confidence to talk to other people at a party. He also completely doesn't realize El is being sarcastic. ]
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Oh, no, no, you don’t want Bambi going to talk to a bunch of birds...
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[ He loves his best friend, but someone would probably have to be there with her. ]
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im gonna switch icon sets soon i swear
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